I am so excited today. I am not so sure if it is because today keeps revealing such powerful signs and I am seeing/feeling them, or that a big thorn that was prickling under my skin has now been pulled out.
I work a job that is intended to occupy only 20hours per week of my life. I’ve a story how I got this job once I take up the tread again on how I came to this moment in time, but that will have to wait for another day as today is just too much fun and my recent experience wants to fill this page!
Over the last 2.5 years because of my cooking skills I have seen my employers add me in on Wednesdays as more of a chef than a person (as was told when hired) who would set up a couple salads for the racers (Wed. is Beer Can Races, I work at a yacht club) and pass out frozen burgers that they themselves would cook and then leave the rest of breakdown and clean up to them. Now it has become an amazing meal with fresh cut steaks by me and an extensive fresh organic salad bar. The amount of work that goes into this prompted a discussion in year one. I got a nominal raise for every beer can race. I work a race (4x wed a month). Still I was working below the pay scale that I desired and so in year 2 they got me help so I could then prepare the food, set it out for the racers and leave… no clean up. That was better but still, still…
Using the work (LOA or Law of Attraction) concerns the way/the amount of time I focus my thinking on any given subject; in regards to Wedsnday Beer Can I had some work to do. My motto which comes direct from my teachers Abraham-Hicks I remember that nothing is more important than that I feel good. It took some doing to let go my previous experiences regarding the upcoming summer of Wednesdays. It seemed since I arrived at what I consider an almost perfect work environment, conducive to expanding my time as artist; these Wednesdays where like thorns in my otherwise satisfying experience, only to be ‘tolerated’ for 6 long months.
When the thoughts came regarding the upcoming Wednesdays and they did come, I would find a way to turn around the old info and create a new view. I would say ” you know Lina, you never know what may show up, this past year has been pretty incredible” and so I would turn away from my prikly incision and find a way to pull it out with a thought that gave me relief. I kept this up.
Without going into specifics I will tell you that on day one the opening day of beer can races, I was so surprised with the turn of events concerning my work and my finances (more money and better communication in work place) that I can share this with you; feeling good or finding relief, no matter what; is the key to getting my stuff. It is not about asking… I’ve done it! Many times in many ways. ASK AND IT IS GIVEN. More and more I see how the Universe grabs onto my asking and like a wonderful manager of my desires wants more than anything to deliver and has endless ways of doing so. All’s I need do is get out of the way and ALLOW/expect my life to continue to open up to me and give me exactly what feels wonderful!
I am leaning how to expect byway of feeling excited about my life. I close my eyes sometimes when the thoughts that want to rob me of my well being pop in and boy sometimes they like to show up and show up and…. I go to thinking about what I appreciate right NOW, you, this blog, my health, my friends, my smile, the way I cook for me, the time I take to have a nice cuppa in the morning and bask in my world. I begin to feel relief from those thoughts of woe because as soon as I start to think thoughts of relief, the Law of Attraction keeps sending me more of what I choose to focus on. I may have to do this several times before the feeling of Well Being dominates and then I feel/hear the freedom bell; freedom from fear of financial insecurity, free from feeling that ‘others’ don’t hear me nor understand me, free to feel and learn again and again that I need not direct, manipulate, cajole push against, and endorse conversations that are totally opposite of what I desire… ie: health, abundance, relationships. My understanding of this practice deepens as each experience reveals the nature of how life can and does WORK.
So here is fine image of a lilly pad in a mystical blue range of colors that sooth me and gives me a feeling that Right Where I am is just perfect …
Now, what about that relationship??? tehehehehe